Banned

Currently, I am banned from the internet until my finals are over. Well, at least that is what i think, maybe it is forever. Dunno lah. I only can online my my mom is around which is at night but these few days, my mom would be dead tired so i can online without worrying her checking up on me every 5 minutes.

The reason I am banned is not because i didn't study, okay, maybe that, but the main reason is that i kinda said something bad on facebook and my mom found out so i got nagged at. I hate it when my mom gets mad. She can do whatever possible. She poured everything out of my pencil case, took out every paper from my file and yelled at me for every picture that i printed. Then she checked my bag and tossed the book at my head because i borrowed Hui Lin and Charlotte's book but haven't copy yet. My mom made me do everything without caring that i had tuition after that.

The next day, I found out that my mom had to go through an operation because of something, i can't tell. She said it might be these two things, palse, or colon cancer. I don't want my mom to die. Not to "touch wood" or anything but i seriously don't want that. I don't want what happened to my mom happen to me. My grandma passed away when my mom was 15. And now, i am turning 15. I don't want her to die. I seriously don't. Hopefully it is not something very serious. Please....

Now, about the newsletter. I am so busy with it that my mom nags me to lay it off. I don't want to not the the newsletter but i don't feel like doing it either. These is only two people in the newsletter unit, me and Kiwan. I am the head designer and Kiwan is the head journalist. Since he is busy with his PMR which is coming in less than a month, he was banned from the computer so i have to do everything. The writing and the designing. And the teacher just have to make the deadline today. I had to finish everything up by last night. I slept at midnight. Surprisingly, i wasn't sleepy at all when i woke up. I was nearly late for school but the heck with it.

Tomorrow, i am so going to be busy with the Carnival Day preperations. I have to set up the dunking tank, and i have set up the stall and wrap the vegetables. Loads of things to do. Hopefully he won't come disturbing me. But i don't really mind tho. Actually he wanted to meet up with him tomorrow but i know that he won't show up so i said no. But then, i saw his twitter, saying that he declined his friend's hangout request saying he has a date. I can't help but think that the date is with me. Better stop thinking about it, i would be heartbroken in the end so i better stop.

I think i should end my post here because i have nothing else to say and i am in the ICTL room in school. Can't update much because i only have 2 hours of onlining time at home. Unless i go online via the Galaxy Tab  which is not always at home. Hopefully it would be at home today. Need to do revision. I can't do work without music. Even now i am listening to music. On My Mind by Cody Simpson. It is a very nice song. Like how he is on my mind right now. He moved up to the class beside mine so i will see him more often. Not a good thing. I will end my post. Oh, and go check out the song Fix A Heart by Demi Lovato from her just released two days ago album, Unbroken. It is really nice. Just like her song Skyscrapper. Maybe i would go get the album. It is worth buying. Anyway, gotta go. Bye~