Currently, i keep having these weird dreams recently and i don't know why but they usually have something to do about something i kept telling myself the whole day or something i am worried about. Here are examples.
On Monday, i wasn't feeling too well in class so i decided to not come to school the next day. I kept telling myself that when i feel really tired. I went home, did my assignment until i had a headache. I slept and dreamed.
I saw myself in school but no one noticed me for some reason, in my dream i thought i was in a dream. Somehow it was so realistic. Then when i saw myself walk to class, Samantha realized that i was there and asked "Eh? Arn't you suppose to be at home? Then somehow, i popped back into "reality" and panicked about what i am doing in school. So i took a cab home. The End. I woke up, looked at the clock and it was 3 am.
On Tuesday, i was at home resting (thank god) and about 3 pm. Me and him were talking about spending some time together on Friday. Of course i was excited and, yeah, shocked that he would "ask me out" but i was happy and playing with him a little bit. That night, i dreamed what my "date" would be like ( i saw hand holding and sitting together) I know it is not much but it is like something so distant away from me that if it happens i could die happy.
On wednesday, on the way to the toilet, i saw HIM on a wheelchair! I was like freaking out "what the heck happened to him!?" Before that, a guy in his 40's came up to me and asked where is the Bilik Kesihatan. I showed him the way and then after doing my "business" i walked up and saw the man and HIM on a wheelchair. It's his dad! I was freaking out all the way to the classroom. I was so worried. Who wouldn't be? I was panicking halfway through the day.
Thursday, it was the eve of my so called date and i assumed that he wouldn't come to school as he had an injured leg. But then i can't help but thinking otherwise. (my manga mind starts functioning) At night, i dreamt that i was playing a game with friends (i think?) then i saw him walking from the school parking lot with crutches and his leg all wrapped up. One of his friends helped him to carry his bag and he was walking towards me. When i saw (in my dream) i was shocked and this kept passing through my mind "Isn't he suppose to be at home?" "Is he even okay coming to school like that?" Then after my short "daydream" he came up to me and whispered into my ear "I didn't forget. If i did, you wouldn't forgive me". And then, i woke up. A nice way to jinx the whole dream. And it was 10 minutes to 6am.
Didn't bother to sleep again so i just got ready for school. When i went to school, i just can't help having that tiny hope that he would come to school just to see me. But i know he should be home resting and not injuring his leg more. Hopefully you get well soon tho. I made a get well card for you. I think by the time i passed it to you, yo would be healed already but i sill want to give it to him.
I shall end my post here. Toodles~
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