Everybody Hurts

Today, is Helena's birthday and the gang decided to throw a birthday party for her. Everyone was invited except for this poor sap here. I know it is non of my business but don't talk about the plans in front of me would you? I have feelings. Everybody does. I know you all are going One Utama and watching a movie, having cake, wanted to go to Spaceship, but most of them don't want, and Trudy bough cards for her, Charlotte's one was "Congratulations! It's a BOY!" card because Chee Zhen is Helena's "son". See? I know everything, because you fucking can't keep your fucking mouths shut. I know you are giving her a colouring book but later you're giving her the real present. Lucky Helena. She is such a nice person, even a birthday party was organised for her. But not this poor sap. My birthday, was forgotten (kinda) and trashed away. It's been a month and i haven't got a present from any of my friends, except for Bhanu. See the difference? I am less important! No one cares! They don't give a fucking shit about me, no, no they don't! So, the best decision is to leave this place and maybe fly to another country and get killed by terrorists. Yeah, that's a good plan. I shall stick to it. Like i give a fuck.