You know why i feel stupid? BECAUSE I AM! I believed him and he ditched me. HE FUCKING DITCHED ME! If you don't want to meet up, don't even plan to meet up. I don't care what the heck you excuse is because this is not the first time you ditched me. Well, there was this one time we planned to meet up and you did come to pick me up but you ended goofing off with your friends. Good thing i have a back up plan or not i would be bored as hell. I really wanted to go out with you, you know. If you don't want to then just tell me. You don't have to be nice and agree then ditch me in the end.
This always happen to me. I look forward to one thing and then when the awaited day comes, my hopes come crashing down like some bulldozer raped the Great Wall of China. I predicted that you wouldn't show so i made back up plans. And it is not like you didn't come to school today right? I SAW YOU! Don't you dare lie to me. I already told you, if you ditch me this time i am not going to forgive you. Well, i am not going to forgive you. And i don't think you should layan me either. Even if you beg and cry, even if you sweet talk me, it won't work, because you didn't keep your promise. YOU NEVER DO!
If I am the problem, just tell me that. Yell at me in the face if you want. They say you are such a good big brother. Oh, ha ha. Yeah right. You can't keep a simple promise. Somemore, you can say, "Yeah, we can meet up. I am staying back anyway. I ALWAYS stay back on friday." Well, i went the whole school searching for you. You didn't know that right? And you were suppose to wait for me in the library. Good Brother. MY EFFING ARSE. Prove it to me, then i call you a good brother. You know what i will call you? A lifeless pervert who thinks about nothing else but *censored* And i do NOT take back my words.
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