Tuesday, January 11, 2011

I feel screwed....

As you can see from the title, i feel screwed. you know why? Okay, have you been a situation that you feel like you are in quick sand, sinking in, but you have no way to get out? yeah, THAT is exactly how i feel.

To be exact, and whoever from BU3 reads this blog. Do NOT, I repeat do NOT tell the 2 boys that i am mentioning in this. If you do, i swear i am gonna track you down, and strangle you so hard that i actually crush your spine. Got it? okay.

From the earlier posts, i mentioned a few times that i have a crush. That is true. His name is Shaun. People say he doesn't have that much good looks and bla bla bla, but i don't care because i like him the way he is. And the thing i never mentioned before on this blog is that i have a boyfriend. People who know me will say "Diana!? Having a boyfriend!? what kind of sick joke is this? " I would say the name, but PLEASE don't tell anyone. I just want to release my stress i am having over the holiday. My boyfriend is Syafik Au. For people who know me very well, they know i am a malay who dislikes malays. Yah i know, a person disliking her own people. I will tell this story another time as i am too lazy and do not want people to wait.

The stress part of this is that i love both guys. I dunno why, i just love them both. Why did i say love? I dunno.... HELP ME!!! T.T i don't know what to do. Guys from 2 Mawar reading this, I SHALL KILL YOU when u say this in school.

I just realized, why am i being so open on my blog? I knew i was so dead once i ended it. So, eveyone is invited to my funeral and memorial. If my mom is organizing one. Oh well, hope i don't screw up tomorrow. It is going to be a LONG week for me.

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