First Saturday

Today is the 6th day of the new year and the first saturday of the year. On the 4th, school reopens and the horrors of form 3 welcomes me with open arms. I am officially form 3 this year. When i first arrived school, i saw the new form 1's and literally, they get shorter and shorter. But i also saw many of my fiends and gave them huge long hugs and asked how their holidays were. My class is on the top floor so this year, everyday will be climbing hell. Currently sitting behind Ee Lee and Jia Jing, beside Asuka and infront of Samantha and Yin Eang. I am surrounded by awesome awesome people. Since I am not so close to Charlotte and the gang anymore but we still talk. So it's cool right?

Since it is the new year, I'm going to make some resolutions.

1) Study every day. I have to do that because i want to feel prepared before the exam instead of panicking at the last minute. That always happens and I don't want that to happen anymore.

2) Get Straight A's for PMR. I don't want to let my parents down and i don't want to let myself down. I know i can do it. It's just that i have to work harder than i ever have. I am still thinking on whether I should take Chinese because if i do, i will not get an A and there goes my resolution. But i want to try, and make a difference, to prove that even though you are not studying in an Independent Chinese school, but in a Government school, you can take Chinese as a subject even though you don't receive that education in school. But I know I suck in the subject and can only speak it, so i don't think I will be taking Chinese. Too risky.

3) Become a better librarian. I think I am not a good enough of a librarian. I don't think I involve myself much. I want to become a better Librarian, a better role model, so that the juniors will learn how to be a good librarian, just like how i did from my lovely seniors. First, I have to be more hardworking on the newsletter. two, I have to update the librarian blog more. Three, Help plan the camp and the Annual Dinner.

4) Get top 20 (or 20+) in class. I actually achieved that last year but the term after that, I dropped. So this time, I am going to do better and maintain it no matter how challenging it may be. I have very bright student in  my class so this is going to be a little difficult but I'll try anyway.

5) Respect people more. I have disrespected alot of people last year and I have lots a few dear friends and i don't want that to happen again. I have to control my emotions, and to choose my words. And i also have to not rant about people online because people will misunderstand. I also have to respect my parents more because i have disobeyed them too many times last year. I don't want their heart to break again. I don't want them to be sad or angry because of my own wrong doing. I don't want that happening again.

6) Be Fit (and be Skinnier). I seriously have to get the kilo's off. My thighs are like elephant thighs. Must cut down on food and run a mile.

7) Play AoOni. I know this is a stupid resolution but i have to gather up my courage to play it man. The purple troll runs so fast. Anybody know where to download the game? If you don't know what AoOni is, it's Blue Ghost. lol. Lame english name :P

8) Grow my hair till it is super duper long. yet another stupid resolution. But i want to have loose curls and tie a side plait. Since i keep experimenting on other people's hair instead of mine.

9) Be closer to God. I seriously have to do that. I keep neglecting my duties as a Muslim. I better improve on my Agama. Seriously.

10) Open a booth in CF with Yue. I kinda promised her so we are going to set up a stall selling buttons! All designed by us both. :3


I think that is about it. There might be some other stuff I want to achieve later in the year but i must achieve all these resolutions for this year and maintain it. Improving myself to be a better person. I will end my post here then. Kthxbai. :)