Back from Penang.

Just got back from Penang. At least there was internet or not i would actually die from boredom. My computer froze for quite sometime so i gave up on it and 'used the tab but then my dad fixed it. Thank you daddy! Mostly, i just stayed in the new house, watch movies, online and played games the whole time. But i did go out for just one day which was Christmas day! First we wanted to go to the beach but detoured to my uncle's house instead. Then we head to Kedah to meet my other uncle from my father's side. We just stayed in the house and watched tv while catching up. I on the other hand, didn't have anything to do so i took a short nap since my eyes can't stay open. Later we drove back to Penang and went to the beach for a while (I FOUND I HUGE SHELL!) then went to Queensbay Mall for dinner and shopping. And no, not shopping shopping, shopping meaning buying things we need for the house like new bed sheets and groceries. Not so exciting but i got a hair cut! :D my hair is shorter now. and my fringe is , well, a normal fringe. My mother can no longer nag me to pin up my hair :D

It's going to be the 2012 soon and the days of PMR creep even closer. I can start the new year fresh since i let go of some other things. I won't be having problems about certain things anymore. I don't regret (although i feel sad but i'll get over it soon enough). :) Oh and new year means new probaits! Torture time. Okay not to be so mean lah. I always say that. But if they seriously screw up then they are dead. I wonder how they will be like. Hmm. Hopefully they won't be lazy and arrogant. I have to improve too. My sudies are in the drain and i hope that my class won't be on the ground floor. Lazy to move around lah but then can skip class abit lah. And no more skipping class with Quek. After PMR only skip. :D I think I am done with my post since i have nothing else to say. Kthxbai. :D

A Letter to My Ex (My Christmas Wish)

Dear you:

        How are you doing these days? Hopefully you are happy. If you're reading this, it seems that we broke up. I'm doing fine. Don't have to worry about me. I don't mind if you hate me either. As long as you're happy I'm happy.

As you know, beautiful lights are hung on the front porches of houses and the side of the streets. A sign that Christmas is near. Everybody rushing around, trying to get their Christmas shopping done on time before the days arrive. I'm sure quiet a number of people have asked you what you want for Christmas, right? Same here. I tell them to not get me anything as I know they will have to take the time and money to get the present. So, to save their troubles, i decided not to ask for anything.  The only important thing is that the people you love are around you. That is enough to make me happy.

What am I saying? Of course i want something for Christmas but it is not the type where you can buy from any old store it's not something from a foreign country either. What I want for Christmas is for you to become a better person you already are. Let me explain:

It's not that you are a bad person or anything, it's not a bad thing to improve yourself right? I want you to do yourself a favor. Continue reading this letter. I know it seems like I am mocking you, in a way but I'm not so keep on reading. And please, please, please try to do what I'm going to tell you later in this letter. Here goes nothing.

I want you to be a better man. Don't make the same mistakes over and over again. Treat your girl right. You don't have to buy her flowers, or a necklace although a gift out of the blue is much appreciated. You  don't have to use cash to make a girl happy, unless you're dating the type who only cares for your money. Then that is her problem. What I'm trying to say is, just spend time with her. You can go over to her house and just laze around and your girl would be really happy even if she doesn't show it. Trust me, a little alone time with your girl goes a long way.

Also, remember the day which are important to her like her birthday, Valentines day, her parent's wedding anniversary maybe. You don't only have to remember it but you also have to show her that you remember. Some girls like surprise parties, some like quiet romantic dinner at home or at a restaurant, some would just want you to come over and spend your time with them. 

The rest, you just have to find out yourself depending on the girl you are with. Please be a better man. Don't make the same mistakes again. I don't want the girl you are loving to go through the hurt i did. I don't want her to break up with you because of your silly ways. I want her to love you to the fullest just like i did. Please. Be a man that all the other girls would kill to have.

All the best in everything you do. Don't mind about me. I'm living my life now. Just focus on yours. 

Sincerely,

Me

Balls of Glory

Today is known as the Chinese Winter Solstice. So as the chinese does it, we make tang yuan. Or to be exact, little round balls made of glutinous rice flour mixed with water and moulded, then boiled in sugar water. Some people put filling in the mould, some people mix the mould with some flavouring. Here are some pictures of my balls. :D

That's pretty much it. And i have something to recommend, it's an audio book actually. So far I have listened to the first 3 hours of it. I'll just leave the video here. The link for download is in the description. Btw, It's free. The author will pretty much explain what's in the book. It's free for the next 6 days only so better download it. It might take a while since it took about one hour for me to download using unifi. But i swear, it's a good book. Although it's only half of it but i still recommend it. GO GO GO DOWNLOAD!

New set of nails.

I somehow got inspired by those nail designs where most of the nails are he same and the remaining ones are different. Since the nail colours i have are really light and really dark so i decided to mix them together.

I call it Naughty or Nice. 

My christmas mood is kicking in. It's sad that i don't celebrate Christmas though. The main reason i want to celebrate christmas is because you get presents although it is not your birthday and you get to decorate a pine tree with lights and little balls of joy. All i can do is just enjoy the YTF Christmas album for now. See you in the next post :)

Diamond in the Rough

Recently, I have been working on a story, somewhat similar to Confession just that no one dies. I am going to upload the first chapter here and if you like it please comment in the shoutbox. If there is anything that i have to improve on then please let me know. Thank you :)
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Chapter 1

“Gah! When am I going to get out of this hospital? It’s boring! All I can do is watch tv. Although that is what I usually do at home too but with one arm in bandages, I feel completely miserable. At least my mom always stop by for a visit. I also love the food she brings. Way better than the food they serve in this damned place. “ thought Carly while watching the news in her ward.  Suddenly she hears a knock on the door.

“Honey, I’ve brought your apple pie. Feeling any better?” said her mother.

“Hi mom. Yeah, feeling better. The doctor said I can be discharged by tomorrow” replied Carly. 

“That’s great news, honey. At least you won’t be complaining on how bad the food tastes.” Said her mother while taking a seat beside her bed.

“Is my complaining that bad, mom? If yes then sorry.” Said Carly while having a bite of her apple pie.

“It’s okay. I’ve gotta go, okay honey? My boss wants me to do an extra shift at the store. You okay alone?” said her mother with concern.

“It’s okay. There is a game going on later. I won’t be that bored. Plus, I have your apple pie. I’ll be fine. Just don’t work yourself out, okay mom?” said Carly with a smile.

“Then I won’t disturb you with your game then.” She said as she closed the door behind her.

The room is now quiet. So quiet that it’s deafening. The only sound there is in the room is the music from the tv and Carly’s munching.  Outside the quiet ward there are nurses walking around, some are rushing, some are just talking amongst themselves. Doctors walking into other wards checking on their patients, some visitors at the waiting area.  The usual things you see at a hospital.  Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. 

“That’s weird. No one else visit’s me beside my mom. Maybe it’s the doctor or one of his nurses.” Thought Carly.

The tall handsome jock named Jason from her school stood before her. Brown hair, perfect facial features, bright green eyes, and a hot body to boot. Carly couldn’t believe what she was seeing. What is a famous with the girl’s prince doing in her room?  They hardly ever talk. One of the reasons is that girls always surround him wherever he went. Only his friends from the football team can bypass the commotion.

“Hey, Carly. Is your arm better?” said Jason nervously.

This is the first time Carly sees him nervous. Usually he would act cool and calm. Every word he say would roll off his tongue like warm butter and would be perfect when listened by others.  Absolutely, a prince. Obviously, he has strayed far from the path of perfection. To think him being nervous in front of her is completely unimaginable.

“Yeah. My arm is better. I still have to keep the cast on for another few weeks or so. I’ll be discharged tomorrow.” Said Carly while trying to think of a reason why Jason was standing in front of her. Not that she liked him or anything. She’s just puzzled.

“Glad to hear that.” Said Jason while taking a seat beside her bed.

An awkward silence filled the room.

“So, what brings you here?” said Carly, breaking the silence.

“Actually, I have something to tell you.” Said Jason softly.

“Really? What is it? “ said Carly while watching the game.

There was a long silence.  Without Jason noticing himself, he was actually breaking into cold sweat.  As he stared at the white tile floor of the room, Carly watched the game waiting for his reply. Realizing him suddenly quiet, she asked “You said you have something to tell me. What is it?” while paying close attention to the guy that stood before.

He slowly lifted up his head, gathered every single bit of courage and said “I’ve liked you for a while now. Will you go out with me?”

For a second Carly thought she heard it wrong.  After a few seconds of processing what she just heard, she was shocked.  Thinking of all the possible reasons why would Jason, the No. 1 dream date in school would like a girl like her? Concluding that this is all a joke, she said “I think you have mistaken. You, Brighton High School’s top man, would never like a girl like me.”

Suddenly Jason said “No. YOU have mistaken.  I really like you.  If you don’t like me I understand. I’ll just have to make you fall head over heels over me then.  Have a nice day, darling.” He said with a grin while walking out the door.

As the sound of people cheering from the game on tv filled the room, Carly has founded herself stunned by the remark that Jason has made.  In her entire life, she had never been confessed to.  Now that it happened, she doesn’t know what to do.  She can’t tell this to anybody but her mom.  She has no friends to talk about boys to, only her mom.  Only her mother will stay by her side. No one but she stayed by her side her entire life.

“What am I going to do?” she said to herself. 

Bukit Tinggi with Bestie

On Friday night, my mom told me that we are going to Bukit Tinggi for a weekend long holiday. Since the hotel room has two rooms, my mom suggested that i could invite Clara along. I ran to my phone which was upstairs and called Clara. Somehow, on the very same day, we were both talking about having a sleepover so when Clara's mom said yes over the phone, i was practically jumping for joy and nearly did a flip. I couldn't wait.

Finally the day arrived. Sunday. I called Clara at about 9 to wake her up because i know if i don't call her she won't wake up. We were both really sleepy as we slept really late the night before. At around 1pm, me and my family left the house so we could pick Clara up.

After picking up Clara, my mom decided to da pao some Subway sandwiches. After that, off to Bukit Tinggi. The weather wasn't that chilly at first but when we were slowly reaching the top, it was kinda cold. We checked into the room and dumped our stuff.  Me and Clara wanted to walk around the place to collect some pine cones. Since my dad is busy with his work, my mom decided to be our "body guard" and walk with us. Our main plan was to walk to the rabbit park then walk back to the hotel. Since my mom spotted a shuttle car, we hoped on it and made our way to the rabbit farm.

I remembered I used to go to that place all the time. I would remember all the bunnies and would go "Aww, look at you. You're all grown up." and starts hugging them. Then the rest will come to me.  I also remembered that you don't have to pay to enter the park. You just have to pay for the food. Now you have to pay RM3 just to enter. And the people that collect the fees killed the pet scorpion. I don't have a soft spot for insects but that poor scorpion was bullied, so there.

After that, we walked all the way back up to the hotel while picking up pine cones and taking pictures of the greenery. My mom picked up a long branch along the way and used it as a walking stick. Oh mummy. After that, we headed to the playground nearby to take pictures.  The metal fence was making a really creepy noise when the wind was blowing. We kept thinking there was a troop of monkeys wanting to attack us. Took really nice pictures which we think were tumblr worthy. Once back at the hotel, me and Clara changed into our Pijama pants as we forgot to bring shorts to change into and watched Monte Carlo. We goofed around with the Chipster bag. It wasn't so inflated but because the air pressure there was low, it was inflated to the max. Clara claims it as her new "face" but too bad, it died as we consumed the chips inside the "face". Didn't manage to watch finish the movie as we have to go out for dinner.

After getting ready, I heard my mom scream outside the room. Somehow, the moths from outside entered the hotel room and practically attacked every single light source available. My dad, being a hero, offed the lights and opened the door so the moths would fly out. On the way to the car, we have to hide our heads from the swarm of moths flying above our heads. My dad and Clara were lucky as their jackets had hoodies while me and my mom had to pull our shirts a few inches higher to cover our heads.

Finally we reached the car and so we drove to the French Village located further up the hill. We walked around, took pictures, then settle down at a restaurant and have our dinner. The food was okay but it was really pricey. After we are done with our meal, we stayed at our seats and watched the performance nearby. It was really good performance. I really enjoyed the gymnastics act. The girls were so flexible that i was confused which side was actually their back. After that, we head back to the hotel.

Fortunatly for us, the moths were gone, either they flew away or died. Me and Clara throw ourselves onto the bed and lazied around for a while. Noticing a whole lot of dead moths on the floor of our room, i used the welcome mat and sweeped the dead moths our of the room. We were so lazy to change so we decided to change after watching finish Monte Carlo.

Suddenly i heard something funny while watching the movie. It was actually my phone.  It was an unknown number. Then the person called again. It was him. He wanted me to call him back. Wondering what he wants and as Clara was curious, we both switched phones just so that i could put the call on loud speaker. I have to admit i was kinda mean but i seriously don't want anything that has to do with him anymore. He was still wondering why i cried that time. Hard to imagine he still remembers though. Then we talked about some useless crap and Clara took pictures as evidence. Bad Clara. We kinda ended the call awkwardly and i freaked out a little then continued watching the movie. he called again at around midnight and the movie ended. So, Clara actually took my phone and offed it just so he couldn't call again. Then played One Direction songs to cheer me up. CLARA, IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I WILL MOVE IN WITH YOU ONE DAY!!!!!! I WILL!!!! PROMISE!!!!

After that we kinda got hyper and goofed around. Laughed too much. Laughed too loud. My mom even called my phone and asked what we were laughing about. Clara started up her iTunes then we hypered all the way. Laughing, talking. It seemed like a long time because once we were done, it was about 2 am in the morning. So we decided to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire before we hit the sack. The movie was really long. After that, at around 4 am we turned off the lights and crawl under the covers. Since we can't sleep yet, we talked about the people from primary in our secondary school's. We finished at about 5 am. I turned on my phone and we fell asleep to the sound of music.

The next day, I woke up at about 9 am and took a picture of Clara sleeping soundly. Do you know she occupies only half of the bed's length? Now you know. Sadly she deleted the picture. CLARA! :( Ate instant noodles and leftover Subway sandwiches for breakfast. Later we watched Thor on tv then packed our bags. Waiting for noon to come, we went to the playground but was occupied by little kids so we walked around the parking lot of the hotel.

After taking pictures of the view, we headed back to the hotel and took a short nap before leaving Bukit Tinggi. After our nap, we packed our things into the car and drive back to KL. I really don't want to leave. The air there is so cool and the scenery is so pretty and there is Clara! I want to repeat Sunday night over and over again in my head. Our next trip shall be Berjaya KL! Hopefully mummy let me shopping. Mummy, can Clara follow me back to Penang please? I don't think so. I sleep on the floor. Where is she going to sleep? o.o

I think i am going to end my post here now, I, in future, will rent an apartment so that Clara and I can live together. Clara so cute :3

Yay for Nail Art!

Now is the holidays and practically, all girls painted their nail just because they can't do it when school is in session. So, like other girls, i also painted my nails and tried doing a few styles. As i don't have many colours, i just use what i have. So far, i've only done 2 designs. The crack, and french tip. here's a few pictures.

the glitery french tip. 

the crack nail polish i use.

this is what happens. 

Okay end of this post as i have nothing much to say. The next post shall be my trip to Bukit Tinggi with my bestie CLARA TEO NIAN EN! we gonna go crazy. Totally. kthxbyes. :)

One Direction Fever

Currently, I am OBSESSED in this British boy band One Direction. They actually became famous from the show X-Factor. Initially, Niall, Zayn, Harry, Louis, and Liam  auditioned separately then they teamed up as a group as suggested by guest judge Nicole Scherzinger. They came in third place and signed a record contract with Syco Music. Let me introduce you to the boys. 

Harry Styles

Zayn Malik (my favourite :3 )

Lious Tomlinson

Liam Payne

Niall Horan

They are cute arn't they? The have an album coming out on the 27th of December. Still a long long way to go but i love their songs. They can be fun and fresh and sweet and charming at the same time. Listen to their songs. You'll fall in love with them in an instant. I did. What are you waiting for? GO! 

The Past Week

Lot's of things happened last week and I got so lazy to update. Well, for starters, I came back from a trip to Kuching which was really fun. My mom got bored at the museum. The view was really pretty tho. Didn't get to walk on the beach although the cultural village is really near the beach. Overall, it was a really enjoyable trip.

Once I returned to KL, I can't enjoy anymore. Not like when i was in Kuching. Now I am stuck at home so i do my best to try to get some friends to come over my house. Or i go to theirs. Since I am a very sad teenager whose mother doesn't allow her to go out with friends even if it is a big group. So far, I went to Clara's house and went bonkers there and i have Natalia visit. She's going to stay in KL which is really good news but she's going to Tropicana. Not a really school in my opinion.

I went to the PC Fair last weekend. Was suppose to go buy some stuff for my dad's company. Got a new HTC Cha Cha. I like the phone really much. It has a cute design and it has a facebook button. Sadly it's not mine but my mom's but i still like the phone anyway. Here are some pictures.