Rachel's CNY Steamboat party.

Yesterday night was by far the best night of my life. I assume I arrived the party a little late as everybody is already at the steamboat table eating. I gave them my packet of Onde-onde and headed into the house to eat. Everybody is already eating. Oh god i am super late. I ate quite alot. I guess then i watched Hazim and Kenny go head to head on Dance Dance Revolution. I am sad i don't own any game consoles. Really sad.

Hazim and Kenny is like ULTIMATELY GOOD on DDR. They got everything right man. Unbelievable. I tried a few rounds and failed terribly. Like even the slowest song i failed. Me and Charlotte both failed. Rachel didn't want to play. And I don't know what to step on. My gosh. Hazim helped at least. :)

Since everybody was darn tired from DDR, we switched games. Me and Rachel wanted to play Barbie. xD But we saw a better option: ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS! But we didn't get to play it. We ended up playing this racing games which we all sucked at, except for Hazim. Rachel drives okay. Cgarlotte too. But me on the other hand, I was practically drunk driving. I keep banging the walls of the street. Some people from Vivian's group of friends sat around and watched while i continue banging the walls. They then ended up discussing about drinking and driving. They concluded that people shouldn't Drink AND Drive but Drink BEFORE you Drive. I know it's a stupid topic to discuss but it is kinda true. Dont listen to them. Booze will make you go mad. LIKE ME yesterday. Although i didn't drink any booze but i was drunk.

When one of Vivian's friend went home and has to bring his PS2 controller back, we played DDR again. This time it's Vivian's gang who played. Me, Rach, Char and Grace headed outside and cam whored. We climbed the wall, took some really funny pictures , laughed a little bit, took more pictures, laughed somemore, Hypered a whole lot. Then we saw Hazim and Rachel's mom walk out of the house. He is going to go home. :( Gonna miss him and his DDR mat. We all were so "drunk" that we decided to escort him home. We girls squeezed in the back seat laughing like mad woman. Once we got back to the house, took more pictures and promoted SHANDY! I was the cameraman.

Then later, one by one, people went home. I was the last of Rach's group to go home. But hey, it was really fun. I didn't want to go home. D: Rachel, you better have another party. Okay?

Chinese New Year 2012

This is by far, the best Chinese New Year celebration I have ever had. I skipped school on Friday so i could head back to Penang without getting caught in the jam. My dad had work to do so I accompanied my mom to go buy some Chinese New Year requirements.

The next day, we headed to the old house at Tok Aka Lane to clean it. My uncle livs there but the thing i don't get is how can the floor be so dirty that the first step i took in the house made my feet black. I swept the floor then headed to get the dustpan. Guess what, there is a huge spider web on it. Can you imagine? HE DIDN'T EVEN SWEEP THE FLOOR!!! Me, my mom, my maid and even my dad helped and clean the entire house while my grandmother bosses us around and cleans the prayer table. My lunch was Line Clear Nasi Kandar. My favorite dish squid eggs was in mine. :)

After 2 long days of cleaning, It's finally Chinese New Year. I get to wear my dress. Imma post a pic on fb if free. So lazy to describe my CNY so imma just post pictures. Oh, and i have a baby niece now. :3 Her name is Angel Tan. AHA SO CUTE!!!

was my youngest cousin last year. not anymore :D

Meet my niece! Angel!!!

Lol so bad larh. :3

Angel got a Princess angpao. :D

she is shoo adowable... :3

A proud daddy. :) He's effing buff o.o

Like mother, like daughter. 

Oh and i went there on 

I got a shirt. Is it nice? :)

Oh and i met up with Yun Teng on the third day of CNY. We shopped at Queensbay Mall and bought matching clothes. Then she followed me to my aunts new apartment. She pole danced. :D okay end of story. Bye!

First Saturday

Today is the 6th day of the new year and the first saturday of the year. On the 4th, school reopens and the horrors of form 3 welcomes me with open arms. I am officially form 3 this year. When i first arrived school, i saw the new form 1's and literally, they get shorter and shorter. But i also saw many of my fiends and gave them huge long hugs and asked how their holidays were. My class is on the top floor so this year, everyday will be climbing hell. Currently sitting behind Ee Lee and Jia Jing, beside Asuka and infront of Samantha and Yin Eang. I am surrounded by awesome awesome people. Since I am not so close to Charlotte and the gang anymore but we still talk. So it's cool right?

Since it is the new year, I'm going to make some resolutions.

1) Study every day. I have to do that because i want to feel prepared before the exam instead of panicking at the last minute. That always happens and I don't want that to happen anymore.

2) Get Straight A's for PMR. I don't want to let my parents down and i don't want to let myself down. I know i can do it. It's just that i have to work harder than i ever have. I am still thinking on whether I should take Chinese because if i do, i will not get an A and there goes my resolution. But i want to try, and make a difference, to prove that even though you are not studying in an Independent Chinese school, but in a Government school, you can take Chinese as a subject even though you don't receive that education in school. But I know I suck in the subject and can only speak it, so i don't think I will be taking Chinese. Too risky.

3) Become a better librarian. I think I am not a good enough of a librarian. I don't think I involve myself much. I want to become a better Librarian, a better role model, so that the juniors will learn how to be a good librarian, just like how i did from my lovely seniors. First, I have to be more hardworking on the newsletter. two, I have to update the librarian blog more. Three, Help plan the camp and the Annual Dinner.

4) Get top 20 (or 20+) in class. I actually achieved that last year but the term after that, I dropped. So this time, I am going to do better and maintain it no matter how challenging it may be. I have very bright student in  my class so this is going to be a little difficult but I'll try anyway.

5) Respect people more. I have disrespected alot of people last year and I have lots a few dear friends and i don't want that to happen again. I have to control my emotions, and to choose my words. And i also have to not rant about people online because people will misunderstand. I also have to respect my parents more because i have disobeyed them too many times last year. I don't want their heart to break again. I don't want them to be sad or angry because of my own wrong doing. I don't want that happening again.

6) Be Fit (and be Skinnier). I seriously have to get the kilo's off. My thighs are like elephant thighs. Must cut down on food and run a mile.

7) Play AoOni. I know this is a stupid resolution but i have to gather up my courage to play it man. The purple troll runs so fast. Anybody know where to download the game? If you don't know what AoOni is, it's Blue Ghost. lol. Lame english name :P

8) Grow my hair till it is super duper long. yet another stupid resolution. But i want to have loose curls and tie a side plait. Since i keep experimenting on other people's hair instead of mine.

9) Be closer to God. I seriously have to do that. I keep neglecting my duties as a Muslim. I better improve on my Agama. Seriously.

10) Open a booth in CF with Yue. I kinda promised her so we are going to set up a stall selling buttons! All designed by us both. :3


I think that is about it. There might be some other stuff I want to achieve later in the year but i must achieve all these resolutions for this year and maintain it. Improving myself to be a better person. I will end my post here then. Kthxbai. :)

Back from Penang.

Just got back from Penang. At least there was internet or not i would actually die from boredom. My computer froze for quite sometime so i gave up on it and 'used the tab but then my dad fixed it. Thank you daddy! Mostly, i just stayed in the new house, watch movies, online and played games the whole time. But i did go out for just one day which was Christmas day! First we wanted to go to the beach but detoured to my uncle's house instead. Then we head to Kedah to meet my other uncle from my father's side. We just stayed in the house and watched tv while catching up. I on the other hand, didn't have anything to do so i took a short nap since my eyes can't stay open. Later we drove back to Penang and went to the beach for a while (I FOUND I HUGE SHELL!) then went to Queensbay Mall for dinner and shopping. And no, not shopping shopping, shopping meaning buying things we need for the house like new bed sheets and groceries. Not so exciting but i got a hair cut! :D my hair is shorter now. and my fringe is , well, a normal fringe. My mother can no longer nag me to pin up my hair :D

It's going to be the 2012 soon and the days of PMR creep even closer. I can start the new year fresh since i let go of some other things. I won't be having problems about certain things anymore. I don't regret (although i feel sad but i'll get over it soon enough). :) Oh and new year means new probaits! Torture time. Okay not to be so mean lah. I always say that. But if they seriously screw up then they are dead. I wonder how they will be like. Hmm. Hopefully they won't be lazy and arrogant. I have to improve too. My sudies are in the drain and i hope that my class won't be on the ground floor. Lazy to move around lah but then can skip class abit lah. And no more skipping class with Quek. After PMR only skip. :D I think I am done with my post since i have nothing else to say. Kthxbai. :D

A Letter to My Ex (My Christmas Wish)

Dear you:

        How are you doing these days? Hopefully you are happy. If you're reading this, it seems that we broke up. I'm doing fine. Don't have to worry about me. I don't mind if you hate me either. As long as you're happy I'm happy.

As you know, beautiful lights are hung on the front porches of houses and the side of the streets. A sign that Christmas is near. Everybody rushing around, trying to get their Christmas shopping done on time before the days arrive. I'm sure quiet a number of people have asked you what you want for Christmas, right? Same here. I tell them to not get me anything as I know they will have to take the time and money to get the present. So, to save their troubles, i decided not to ask for anything.  The only important thing is that the people you love are around you. That is enough to make me happy.

What am I saying? Of course i want something for Christmas but it is not the type where you can buy from any old store it's not something from a foreign country either. What I want for Christmas is for you to become a better person you already are. Let me explain:

It's not that you are a bad person or anything, it's not a bad thing to improve yourself right? I want you to do yourself a favor. Continue reading this letter. I know it seems like I am mocking you, in a way but I'm not so keep on reading. And please, please, please try to do what I'm going to tell you later in this letter. Here goes nothing.

I want you to be a better man. Don't make the same mistakes over and over again. Treat your girl right. You don't have to buy her flowers, or a necklace although a gift out of the blue is much appreciated. You  don't have to use cash to make a girl happy, unless you're dating the type who only cares for your money. Then that is her problem. What I'm trying to say is, just spend time with her. You can go over to her house and just laze around and your girl would be really happy even if she doesn't show it. Trust me, a little alone time with your girl goes a long way.

Also, remember the day which are important to her like her birthday, Valentines day, her parent's wedding anniversary maybe. You don't only have to remember it but you also have to show her that you remember. Some girls like surprise parties, some like quiet romantic dinner at home or at a restaurant, some would just want you to come over and spend your time with them. 

The rest, you just have to find out yourself depending on the girl you are with. Please be a better man. Don't make the same mistakes again. I don't want the girl you are loving to go through the hurt i did. I don't want her to break up with you because of your silly ways. I want her to love you to the fullest just like i did. Please. Be a man that all the other girls would kill to have.

All the best in everything you do. Don't mind about me. I'm living my life now. Just focus on yours. 

Sincerely,

Me

Balls of Glory

Today is known as the Chinese Winter Solstice. So as the chinese does it, we make tang yuan. Or to be exact, little round balls made of glutinous rice flour mixed with water and moulded, then boiled in sugar water. Some people put filling in the mould, some people mix the mould with some flavouring. Here are some pictures of my balls. :D

That's pretty much it. And i have something to recommend, it's an audio book actually. So far I have listened to the first 3 hours of it. I'll just leave the video here. The link for download is in the description. Btw, It's free. The author will pretty much explain what's in the book. It's free for the next 6 days only so better download it. It might take a while since it took about one hour for me to download using unifi. But i swear, it's a good book. Although it's only half of it but i still recommend it. GO GO GO DOWNLOAD!

New set of nails.

I somehow got inspired by those nail designs where most of the nails are he same and the remaining ones are different. Since the nail colours i have are really light and really dark so i decided to mix them together.

I call it Naughty or Nice. 

My christmas mood is kicking in. It's sad that i don't celebrate Christmas though. The main reason i want to celebrate christmas is because you get presents although it is not your birthday and you get to decorate a pine tree with lights and little balls of joy. All i can do is just enjoy the YTF Christmas album for now. See you in the next post :)