B-e-a-utiful

Verse 1
She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

Prechorus
She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Verse 2
Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Prechorus 2
Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Bridge
My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

What I want in a Guy

Fist of all, i am writing this is because Trudy wanted to know and i was lazy to give her the paper. So, i warn you, don't get too grossed out when i say these things because this is my fantasy going on overdrive. Okay? LET'S GO!

1) Go the extra mile just to be with me
2) Will teman me wherever i want to go without complaining
3) Tease me but treat me maturely
4) Sit close/next to me
5) Let me rest my head on his shoulder
6) Hug me tight
7) Kiss me just to shut me up (this is where my shoujo manga mode comes on)
8) Be childish with me
9) Like me for who I am
10) The person who is in for the long term relationship (and not like the one i had that lasted for a month. you know who you are)
11) Hold me close and pat my head and say "Everything's gonna be okay"
12) Text me when I am bored without putting his credit (phone) limit first
13) Text me late at night
14) Text me "Good Morning :)" and "Good nite... :)"
15) Chat with me for hours
16) Play the "Rocky/ Pocky" game with me. Picture of illustration:

17) Bring me on dates

18) Hold my hand tight

19) Suddenly say cute/ sweet things

20) Go out with me without limit

21) Will have an "escape" excuse just to come see me

22) Loves me with all his heart

23) Will get jealous when i talk to other guys (CUTE!!)

24) Be my "Orice Charming" (FANTASY MODE!!)

25) In front of his friends, he'll say "Don't touch her! She's MY girl..." or "You hurt her, i don't care if you're my friend, I WILL kill you."

26) Will stay with me when i am sad

27) Wipe off my tears

28) Will blame himself when i get in trouble, although it is not his fault

29) Let me rest my back against his

30) Make me blush (if i am able to) and say I'm cute (although i am not)

31) Hug me from the back

32) Not afraid to kiss me in front of my friends (I know you all don't want to see that)

33) When i walk away mad, he will just grab my arm and pull me back into his arms

34) The person who my mother agrees me having a relationship with

35) Let me fall asleep beside him

36) Whisper sweet things into my ear

37) Always putting my needs before his

38) Will compliment me and say "I am beautiful" (even though i am not. i am NOT trying to be perasan here)

39) Remember our anniversary

40) Will throw me a small surprise party during my birthday

41) will not ever use me

42) Will forgive me quickly

43) Read the books and manga's i read just because i love them

44) Watch drama's with me

45) Spend time with me on lazy day's

46) Be there for me when i need him

47) Keep his promises 

48) AND just be the worlds most irreplacable guy. :)

Now i have done writing this list, DON'T JUDGE ME! Bye. 

-THE END-

Oh God....

I haven't update my blog for like an eternity as i feel lazy but let me just update about today. Today, just ;like thursday and friday, i wasn't even in class most of the time as my class is busy with Choral Speaking practice. Problem is, my class has 40 people but only 30 people can go up on stage and that includes the conductor. Teacher kicked a few of us out today, including me. But i think it is entirely my fault, because i didn't memorize some of the parts and i kept loosing track of what to say. I was mad at first but i cooled down after a while. I finally gave Ms. Yeow my idea about what to do about the "Justin Bieber" part. Shje said mine was better than her suggestion. YAY! Now, i shall spam this post with pictures i took over the week or 2. All unedited by the way. i was lazy, don't mind this old bum.





On second thought, never mind. BYE! =,=

Everybody Hurts

Today, is Helena's birthday and the gang decided to throw a birthday party for her. Everyone was invited except for this poor sap here. I know it is non of my business but don't talk about the plans in front of me would you? I have feelings. Everybody does. I know you all are going One Utama and watching a movie, having cake, wanted to go to Spaceship, but most of them don't want, and Trudy bough cards for her, Charlotte's one was "Congratulations! It's a BOY!" card because Chee Zhen is Helena's "son". See? I know everything, because you fucking can't keep your fucking mouths shut. I know you are giving her a colouring book but later you're giving her the real present. Lucky Helena. She is such a nice person, even a birthday party was organised for her. But not this poor sap. My birthday, was forgotten (kinda) and trashed away. It's been a month and i haven't got a present from any of my friends, except for Bhanu. See the difference? I am less important! No one cares! They don't give a fucking shit about me, no, no they don't! So, the best decision is to leave this place and maybe fly to another country and get killed by terrorists. Yeah, that's a good plan. I shall stick to it. Like i give a fuck.

Now I shall Spam About...

SCHOOL! Yes, I am gonna spam about school. Don't complain.