Insecurities

I am still a little insecure about my life. I am deciding that i have a normal relationship with him. I don't want to waste my effort on someone that doesn't like me back.

I would like to talk about yesterday. It is a typical duty day yesterday. I was just helping people to clean the chairs. Then suddenly, Puan.Tan called me. (she was in a bad mood) I was surprised. I walked into her room and she started to yell at me! So what if i clean chairs, is that a sin!? She started to schold me about my chinese new year assignment. I DID THE BOARD! WHEN I DO 2, THEN NEXT DAY I COME BACK IT IS 1 AGAIN! I HATE IT! I was fed up, and pissed. She scholded me for the things i didn't do. I nearly cried. I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT TO DO THAT! I EVEN GOT A LECTURE FROM MY MOM ON USING HER OFFICE PRINTER! Fuck lah. So, me, Nabilla and Mae Yen did the board. We decided to take revenge. I took my stuff, and i took an entire bottle of glitter. I don't care, they do their board, they bring their stuff. Don't go and take my stuff off the board and claim it as yours. And if they take it off again, I swear i am gonna kill the 2 of them. I don't care weather it is my Ketua's precious sister, i am gonna KILL if they take it down again.

Okay. The rant about yesterday is done with. Now for the rant of today! yay! if you do not bother, fine, you can go to another website which is amusing to you. Now i shall go downstairs to get my camera so you won't get so bored for this post and can look at pictures.

*walks downstairs, fights off ninja's, nearly got killed by a middle ages axe, escaped, got the camera and walks back upstairs. Edited the photos. Post's them on blog. Continues typing*

Here's some chinese new year shots i took at 1Utama. I love the picture of the pearls. My best shot yet. Not much to say. I just followed my mom to go collect some vouchers. I went to Popular, the are movinf out f their old lot so they are having a sale. EVERYTHING MUST GO!! i bought a new COOL school bag, a keychain gift for Bhanu, 5 A4 Note books, and like 4 story books. I lazy to say the titles. The picture of the books are down below...

the chinese novel (comic version)

SO TRUE! 

Elizabeth Gilbert <3 

Bhanu's Birthday present!!! hope she doesn't read my blog.

people of bu3. you wanna know how my new bag looks like. see on monday la.

I feel screwed....

As you can see from the title, i feel screwed. you know why? Okay, have you been a situation that you feel like you are in quick sand, sinking in, but you have no way to get out? yeah, THAT is exactly how i feel.

To be exact, and whoever from BU3 reads this blog. Do NOT, I repeat do NOT tell the 2 boys that i am mentioning in this. If you do, i swear i am gonna track you down, and strangle you so hard that i actually crush your spine. Got it? okay.

From the earlier posts, i mentioned a few times that i have a crush. That is true. His name is Shaun. People say he doesn't have that much good looks and bla bla bla, but i don't care because i like him the way he is. And the thing i never mentioned before on this blog is that i have a boyfriend. People who know me will say "Diana!? Having a boyfriend!? what kind of sick joke is this? " I would say the name, but PLEASE don't tell anyone. I just want to release my stress i am having over the holiday. My boyfriend is Syafik Au. For people who know me very well, they know i am a malay who dislikes malays. Yah i know, a person disliking her own people. I will tell this story another time as i am too lazy and do not want people to wait.

The stress part of this is that i love both guys. I dunno why, i just love them both. Why did i say love? I dunno.... HELP ME!!! T.T i don't know what to do. Guys from 2 Mawar reading this, I SHALL KILL YOU when u say this in school.

I just realized, why am i being so open on my blog? I knew i was so dead once i ended it. So, eveyone is invited to my funeral and memorial. If my mom is organizing one. Oh well, hope i don't screw up tomorrow. It is going to be a LONG week for me.

Week 1 of 2011

This is my first one week diary. This is the first week of 2011 and the start of school for the year.

Day One 3/1/11
This is the first day of school and it started out really great. I saw all my friends waiting for me at the tapak. Once i saw them, i started screaming and hugging them like crazy. Then school starts. I discovered that the place where my class is suppose to line up stays at the same freaking place! NO CHANGES! and the worst part is. MY CLASS IS THE SAME PLACE AS WELL! absolutely NO changes. It's the first day and i already hate it!
Anyway, we went to our class. We tried to take my old place but failed. THE BOYS ALWAYS TOOK THE FRONT SEAT! anyway... i seat at the second last row but i am still able to see teacher and hear her clearly. We met the class teacher, she looked quite nice, she teaches us moral but i don't get to see her as i take agama so yeah. We are suppose to ellect the class monitor after the introduction of the teacher. And guess who it is. IT IS YOURS TRULY. anyway.. that was the only interesting thing that happen to me on that day.

Day Two 4/1/11
It was okay, not much to talk about. It is just that i went to the library during recess thinking that my crush is there but just remembered he is form 3 and i am form 2. Different recess times. :( i miss the times where we sit at the counter and read the Star Newspaper comics and laugh like idiots. I miss it so much. And the library is so quiet without the senior librarian comedians. When i entered the library, it was like monday morning during assembly. Tottaly EMPTY! and dark. Day 2 not much to say. so... there

Day Three 5/1/11
Today is the start of the years c0-curricular activities. I was thinking of being AJK of PBSM again but i want to let my friends to have a chance. Since i can be AJK for like Badminton, Red House, and the Traveling Club (and no i don't get to travel to places while in the club if that is what u are thinking) Not much to say, i just got home pretty late. Have meeting the next day. More work. And i was scholded by Pn. Ling. (bitch) just because the whiteboard duster is in bad shape. Like come ON! it is the third day! u think i bother to look at the whiteboard? i can barely have time to put up articles. Damn the teacher, but i have to admit, her geography is good. Instead of writing on the board, she says it out loud, that makes us listen to her. A very good plan actually. Not much to say about this day so i am done.

Day Four 6/1/11
Not much happened today either, just that i have a meeting later in the day, and the first time i actually paid attention in KH. IT WAS DAMN FREAKING EASY PEOPLE! Me and my friend was like, wow, we actually paid attention in KH. And i also answered most of teachers questions. YAY! So happy, i am SO gonna ace KH this year. if i don't, i am gonna FREAK! okay meeting was not so bad, Jin Hao my senior lost his voice cuz' he was talking most of the time. So yeah. When he wanted o speak, Aileen has to step in. My crush did'nt turn up for the meeting, he has a little transport problem. so the day ends like that, and i went home and landed on my bed. Was so tired.

Day Five 7/1/11
It's HUEY CHER'S B'DAY!!!  charlotte bought cake (Oreo Cheese Cake) and the funny thing is, WE ALL GOT HER KEYCHAINS! well, mine is actually a very cute sponge, but i converted it into a keychain. It is like this really cute panda, i did'nt have a picture because my camera memory was full (thanks a lot photo editing) but we had a great time. we gave her the cake, and the keychains. So yeah. I stayed back in school today. And Pn.Tan officially declare me in charge of ALL the lockers. Another big job. Now all i gotta o is wait for the book sumin was talking about. And i opened every single locker that is outside the library. And i even completed my homework. Then at about 3pm i walked around the school. And i chated with May-Li. Then we went home. I was tired. But i did'nt take a nap. I don't like taking naps. If i do, i can't sleep at night


Day Six 8/1/11
It's Clara's B'DAY!!! I spammed her wall with birthday greetings. ISN'T THAT AWESOME!? well, i had math tuition at 11am and it was FUN!!! i know what u are thinking,  "Maths, being fun!? what kind of sick joke is this?" well i love maths so don't judge me. Not much to say, i stayed at home the whole day. I picked up my dad from the airport and went for supper. I onlined at the cafe and updated day 2 and 3 there. Not much. I came home and watched Hachiko. I cried. Again. Okay. I am done.

CLARA!!! now you can see....

Seoul Garden

During the weekend, I went to 1 Utama to jalan-jalan beore the school starts. I had dinner at Seoul Garden. It is a Korean Steamboat and BBQ buffet. You pay for like RM 35 you get to eat as much as you want! Unless you waste then you have to pay for every 100gram wasted. THE FOOD IS AWESOME!!!! i ate so much... i dunno how to describe... but i did'nt bother to take any pictures because my SD card is totaly PENUH!!! Anyway, i will just put photos i find from Google.

Weekend

Not much to say about  the weekend except the facct that i watched Narnia: The Voyage of The Dawn Threader. ON CHRISTMAS! the movie was awesome. But before i catch the movie, i saw this little girl around 5 years old go abandonned by her mother. The mother walked so far and only realised her daughter was missing. I pity the poor girl, good thing there were many good people like elderly ladies and people with families asking her "Where is mommy?" Her mother came, then i headed to catch the movie. TAYLOR SWIFT ON THE SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE COVER! random. Anyways, here are some picters to discribe my weekend.  ENJOY!

Penang Day 4 (Kedah)

Today, my dad started work early and left me and my mom in the hotel. We went downstairs to have breakfast. We went for like late breakfast so we did'nt have lunch. Like day 3, my mom took a long long nap. Me, of course taking adventage of he free WiFi. Then at around 3 pm we checked out of the hotel and head to THAILAND! I know what you are thinking, but i am not going there over night. And the part of thailand i went to people still speak malay but if with their own people then they speak thai. We did'nt go sight seeing but instead went shopping at the duty free store. They have so many things there. and they are really a fan of hello kitty. The have everything of hello kitty from bags, accessories, to car deco. Not much to say but i finally took a shot of a paddy field while in the car. Enjoy the photos people.

isn't it cute?

everyone...

Pamelo's (i called it the oversized orange)

Paddy Field

Sunset on the Penang Bridge

The ikan bakar store. AWESOME!

my daddy. <3

the crab and fish. yum yum

the lights look like soy beans don't they?

I shall just do a day 5 here because there is not much to say. I came back from Penang. so there.

Penang Day 3 (Kedah)

We packed our bags and got out at around noon. Me and my mom followed my dad out for work because he has a project going there. So we checked into the low cost hotel but i think it is decent as they have Astro, WiFi, and finally i get my own bed and my parents don't have to share a twin single size bed. So when my dad went off to work, me and my mom stayed in the hotel room. My mom took a very long nap while me taking adventage of the free WiFi. When my dad returned, we went to Perlis for some dinner. Then we went home a little late. This is the first time i see a Paddy Field. Anyways, here are some pictures for your enjoyment.

the hotel logo

the street lights. (car was moving too fast)

the car slowed down.

Shot of the street. They decorated for christmas quite nicely.

Close-up

do not think i went to a market. I went to a ikan bakar store (barbequed fish)

Look out for Day 4!!